I still remember the days in San Diego. I used to come home, play lot of music, vacuum my room, watch movies, practice some cricket shots, chat with roomies, play halo, cook food, and if I get time at the end of it, then work a little :). Today as I sleep in my bed thinking about life 3 years back and now, I see lot has changed, a lot. Every day I come back home thinking what office work needs to be finished, what miscellaneous work is pending, and other personal tensions in life. Life has become a lot more complicated and occupied. These days I cannot watch a movie and not have something else going on in my mind. In fact, once a movie buff, I am no longer attracted to movies. I don’t feel bad about missing a movie, or a cricket match, or some delicious food. My mind is never idle, it's constantly thinking about something. I guess everyone goes through this phase in life. I can no longer be the care free kid always under my parents' guardianship. At every step of my life I have to make decisions, decisions that define who I am. I have to be more responsible for the things I do, the things I say or don't do or say and with every step I have to think about future 10 steps that I need to take. All these things keep my mind occupied leaving very little scope for idling. I don’t know what lays forth for me in my life, but for the moment I know I have to be strong and keep maturing with every decision I take in my life and be responsible for each one of them !
Believe it or not, this is my first ever blog and I know I am not good at writing, but this blog is straight off from my mind. I sure will jazz up my future blogs as people generally do in their personal blogs...
If you have made it so far, I wish to thank you for reading my blog..
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